The timid me wonders...

If life is a movie, then can I know what is the ideal movie
script so that I can say the correct lines right and not fumble my speech
silly?

Living in denial is perhaps
choosing to be happily oblivion to the truth?

To rejoice to life is to live for the moment with motivation?

A perfect life is when blissfully blessed and the days filled with happiness where no worries are irresolvable & the challenges insurmountable?

Some questions may never have answers.

Or people live in search of answers to these questions?

~ Qing's thoughts ~


Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Life these days...

Shit, have been slacking since yesterday's MAB paper ended.

It was tuition at Pending road there but I was super sleepy and drowsy. So the tuition ended 15 mins early. The mother asked me to tutor the girl's younger brother, who is in primary 2 this year. Sadly, I rejected her request as there is no time although it is very tempting to do so as I can earn more.

Don't know why I want to earn from tutoring but somehow, I feel that I shouldn't take pocket money from my parents. Despite so, I still receive pocket money cuz there are some weeks which I didn't give tuition due to the projects and tests. No matter what type of work it is, money is hard earned.

Earning a bit from tutoring makes me more frugal and think thrice before buying things so as not to spend unnecessarily. Then again, I need to stop losing my stuff and thus wasting my money. Sigh, got to stop being so careless!!! To keep losing my things is bad!!!

I find the paper ok although the theory part sucks cuz I can't remember the definitions for the activities and budgeting. Hopefully, I can pass MAB!!! Failing it will be terrible cuz I hate to learn the same stuff all over again!!!

Anyway, I must thank many people for helping me in MAB!

The good Samaritans are: Jasmine Mak, Yow Few, Yong Yih, Wilson, Helmi, Ting Xuan, Fahmy, Zijian and Henry!!!

Without their help, the paper would have defeated me thoroughly, there is no doubt about it!

Anyway, Friday and Saturday were consultation days with my friends.

On Saturday, I studied with Yow Fei and Jasmine at AMK library and saw, Jasmine is very cute, and both laughed at me for being weird, but in a good way of course!!! LOL! =S

During the break time, I went to Courts when I went out to walk around AMK to calm my mind down from the endless mugging. There were DJs from 1003 FM hosting a show for Courts, it is like a lucky draw kind of event. The best part was I won a mini portable fan that can be plugged using the USB cable onto my laptop. How cool!!!

Then it was to study in town with Wilson and Helmi. The original plan was airport but it is too far away and it is not really safe considering the recent swine flu event since the place there will be filled with people who had travelled and arrived from other countries. So, it was changed to Wheelock as recommended by Jasmine. Thereafter, the venue for studying was changed to Wisma's Starbucks cuz Wilson can't find the coffeebean when there is Starbucks according to Helmi. LOL~!

Before that, I walked around town and was so awed at the many shops there are! Haven't been to town for ages. The people who go to town are all very fashionable and pretty! I feel so ugly wearing my t-shirt and jeans. This is superficiality eating on my perception of life being beyond the things that are seen but then again, who don't want to look gorgeous?

Anyway, I don't understand why I have so many dresses and not wear them at all? Somehow, I will feel that it doesn't fit perfectly, the way it would be if ideally imagined. Perhaps, that deters me from wearing anything that deviates from normal jeans and tees. Sigh...

Studying was very fun cuz Helmi and Wilson are really hilarious when they joke with each other. Unfortunately, I was rather exhausted and sleepy, thus the revision progress was not at an optimum 100%.

It was such a coincident that I saw Sammuel and Daniel and Starbucks! They are my good friends from JC. Hahaha... Still remember copying and borrowing notes from Sammuel. Both of them are very good in geography too! Miss my JC friends so much!

Oh ya, I saw Clarence while studying at Sembawang Mac on Friday. The plan was to study with Jasmine, Ivy and Yow Fei but they didn't turn up. In the end, I just study alone for a few hours.

There were some pics taken at Starbucks which ended up looking pretty retarded cuz the expressions were the fearsome faces, as if about to fight hahaha... And I look pretty unfit and unglam. Ugh!

Seriously, I need to put foundation to conceal my pimples and comb my hair until it is not so frizzy. In addition, I need to wear all the clothes that are collecting dusts in my wardrobe!!!

The dresses have to be worn!!! Or else, ..., my mum won't let me buy new clothes!

ARGH! I need to go and jog everyday after the exams.

Swim and lift weights too!!!

I decided not to give tuition anymore after this sem and concentrate on my violin and piano because if I am to stop learning now, there won't be much time to do so after graduating when work will start!

That's why!!!

For now, stop slacking and playing Restaurant City!!!

Mug for Marketing!!!

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